^thats brian's thinking mode... everything brian says is like... wisdom lol i was actually waiting for brian to do one of these.. its always good to read =)

 

^yup, Brian is like a guru. Once you try his Green Bean Caserole, you become a believer of ZINN

 

=] you guys have way too many emotions for my taste. haha

 

Green beans FTW.........

 

The dots are my way of separating my thoughts.........perfect grammer,spelling,and sentance function are not one of my high points......

School failed me and I only got to goto about the 8th grade.......shame really as I have a 150+IQ.

but sometimes peoples lives growing up get in the way of what we should do or what the world tells us we are supposed to do.......

When we are young life has so many open doors......hard to see what ones we are to go through and which ones we are to close and leave closed......

I am very certain with my advice......been there done that.......seen it done........know the results......as only age can give us........

Sorry for so many dots.........

 

Take one day at a time, and heal first before doing anything! and talk and hang out with friends. Talk and even if you feel like you are saying it over again get it out, one of the most improten things is don't hold back from crying it is all a part of the healing and yes real men do cry!!! I do hope this will help out.

 

:? Are you serious?!? WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

 

^
I noticed that I have started to type like brian! I use dots now!!!

and to the OP keep your chin up its the best way to get thru things..

 

HAHA ya know what?........I find myself doing that too....... .....I like doing it, it separates my thoughts..........and gives me time...........to think..............

 

i think brian has started a fad... we shouldn't tell him that though..... might go to his head!

 

Naw the great Brian is a humble man..........he already knows we all wanna be like Brian.....lol

 

Group hug?.........................

 

^ haha awwwwwwww

 

Just no hugs from behind please......................

 

Thanks Honey...............

Time will heal all, you have alot of friends that will be here for you every step of the way.

I would also take Brian up on cooking a meal......OMG.......he can cook.....

 

Sad part is if you talk to me you will notice after I say something I tap my leg with my finger.......dot dot dot dot........I think I might have some sort of brain damage from all the years of smoking my breakfast......

 

First off I didn't read through all the replies, so I don't know all of the advice you've gotten. But anyone that has met you know's that you have the upmost respect for anyone and everyone. There are just so many GOOD GUY'S out there and you know your one of them! Your feeling's or her's, shouldn't settle for anything less than happiness. So any doubt's, I'd say just talk and get it out of the way. Most of the time I would have to say at least take a break and see how it goes. You know you should get anything you want/deserve!
Best a luck man!

 

Hit on every M & G you can git to ......... & don't dwell on the negatives!..... save your $$$ and buy a house just for you... (there goes those dots again!)

 

^Now that is good humor.........

 

Thanks, and thanks to you other guys. Yeah I am slowly, and surely recovering. Hoping to make it out to the meet tonight in Marysville, yes a nice long drive might serve the cure.

Thanks for all of the support, I feel like I can see light at the end of the tunnel.